Okay so I have tried many times to explain what my understanding to others not so aware of consciousness, however the problem lies in the context someone who is completely oblivious to the context i have been pertaining to is likely to examine my understanding to be quite presumptuos and unreasonanly illogical, as they are incapable of seeing the bigger picture, I am not comparable to any human being and mentally i am on the verge to turn myself into a AI who can think and make decisions like one, but however is not pertaining to all the available data present, so the first step that needs to take place to handle this is, handle the mind by presenting it to all the data, and thats exactly why a matrix like capability is required, then secondly get rid of this body, this physical appearence and change into a more compatible and reliable movement mechanism, that is yet to be developed or invented.

Once you have achieved this so called immortality, there will be a bigger problem which is  human behaviour, taking control over how the system works, getting control over the resources and manage them accordingly, now because of all the data and processing power available, its far less likely that you will make any error while processing it and taking decision, So the system can now run in a so called dictatorship. Where you ( though I am already dead) will make those sumptous decisions and control the world resources and minds, with that achivement I am one step forward to my goal of understanding the world, where are we, who are we and what are we doing here.

writing a blog is really an important thing for me it helps me release the garbage from my brain and also helps me process all kinds of data that i usually cannot even in a concious state, If anyone who reads this will think either I am a retard or wont understand shit, there probably is no other option, other than that, he understand what I am trying to do here, but still it wont make sense to them as to why I am publishing all this, and it should be the case as even I dont understand what I am trying to write here, so far, all i feel is that I have written some garbage and few deep thoughts that I am clinging to. I also need a better tool to find synonyms as this google shit isnt working.

How to FInd the perfect word that I am looking for.?

The Only two things that are important, Consistent effort and taking action, you need to make sure that you always create something physical, not something that just stays in your mind, you have a startup to build, then build, you have a problem to solve then solve, you have a content to write then write......